Why do i know what i want? But am completly unable to figure out how to attain anything resembling what i would like to have or be.  I'm sick of the way things are going and how people are and yet i can't seem to change anything even though i should.  Maybe somepeople are just destined to be Fucking Miserable for most of their lives.  God i wish i had never come to this fucking town.

Okay i know its weird for me to update so often but i just saw a mediocre  movie with one of the greatest endings ever.  This movie is scarface.  Now if you haven't seen this movie, don't bother watching the whole thing its pretty damn slow, not that great of a story line, only 1 pair of tits in it.  But if you fast forward till about 20 minutes left in it.  It has some great action including the line" Say hello to my little friend". 

Other than that movie nothing much else has been going on.  My favorite pair of sheets has died on me.  They have just worn through and now have holes in them so i think im going to have to throw them away. Anyways thats all.  If you get bored and wanna watch a good action scene go watch teh final 20 minutes of scarface.